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What have you learned from other animals?
How to love. This is on my mind because I am missing a certain puppy something terrible lately. Have you ever thought about how much your dog loves you? No matter what horrible thing happens during the... More »
Just killing time....
Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting to go home. Waiting for my life to begin. Waiting to be inspired. Waiting for the phone to ring. Waiting to wake up. Waiting... More »
It's too easy just to fall apart
The easy thing to do right now would be to just fall apart, give in to the automatic negative thinking, become morose, eat too much, drink too much, smoke pot, sink into that old "deep... More »
Aching
My body aches with missing him. Something is missing at the molecular level. Every fiber of my being senses he is gone and longs for his presence. There is an empty tightness in my chest.... More »
I love you, go away...
I have a love...truly the love of my life. But the relationship is always in a state of flux...he draws close to me and he pulls away from me. And when he pulls away from me, it is... More »
From the mountaintop and my heart
My heart is my blessing and my curse, loving fully, holding nothing back. I sit on a mountain top, arms outstretched, screaming my pain into the skies. Wind blowing around and through me, the Universe,... More »
I am amazed...
Crazy weekend, this. Temperatures in the mid to upper 90's. I'm used to the late summer being this mindmeltingly hot, but this is MAY, for chrissakes!! In this scorching heat, it's all I can do to... More »
Gravity
When I close my eyes, he is there. My heart feels his presence, even in his absence. Knowing the unknowable, unable to use words to explain, I know that my soul has known him since... More »
Lessons From An African Violet
I have two African violets in my cubicle at work. My violets have been together for a long time...nearly three years. But in the last few months, they've been changing. They haven't bloomed in well... More »
When did life become so complicated?
This last year has been so difficult and so disillusioning for me. Well, for me and pretty much everyone else I know. This is a shock to me right now because for so... More »






